Life these days is moving really fast. We passed from school and now we are in our colleges. But since Vyusti left for college, I’ve been constantly reminding myself that you are gonna leave soon too. But just after leaving you at the mall, while I was in that metro way back to home knowing clearly that this was probably our last meeting, I still couldn’t accept this. YOU ARE LEAVING? Nooooo. God! I’m already missing you. And then there is this silly fear that you’ll be making new friends and I might fade but that’s okay because you should make friends and I hope you meet really lovely people who care about you and respect you for who you are. And not just you, I know I am making new friends but I hope I don’t forget you all. But the hardest part will be finding a new you here, probably impossible to do because you’re so different than others. Don’t change for anyone ever okay. And even if you change, change for better. But now this is just a part of life. We all have to go through this. God I am crying like its your vidai 😂. But bro I love you and I’ll miss you a lot! Take care of yourself because you have to, okay? You are your number 1 lover. Make a lot of friends. And remember this golden rule to succeed in life – I’m only one call or text away. Haha love you ❤
I wrote this to my friend who was leaving India for studies. But the thing about this text was that when I wrote it, I was crying. One day I started feeling uncomfortable and just didn’t want to go ahead, walk, move. And when I took a pause, the feelings came out, I guess.
It was always hard for me to remember what I had learnt in the past years, be it studies or music. That was probably because I didn’t understand them properly in the first place. Thank god, now it has gotten.better.
But past relations, friendships, or any relationships were hard to forget.
PS. *is hard to forget
Probably because I understood what they felt and they understood what I felt. Just getting each other on a level where you don’t have to explain your problems to the other person, is rare. And that made forgetting them even more difficult.
That’s why I always wondered what a storm I would have to go through if I had to give up on or leave any of those relations. It’s almost a year without my “BFFs” now, and I still can’t go a day without thinking about them.
All our lives, we make so many relations with so many people. Some stay forever, some don’t. And the ones that are really close to us are the most hard to leave. But their memories, stay with us forever. It’s really weird how we meet so many people but still remember that one person, still know how their presence made us feel, a way no other could, ever.
And now, I think learning to let go of those memories and that bond and being okay with that, is a big part of adulthood.
And guess who’s failing at it?
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